Friday Confessional-I Need to Get Over Myself

George: I need you to get over yourself. I need you to start liking my wife. I need you to like her because sometimes I don’t and I need you to talk me back into it. You say you’re my friend and that’s the job.
Izzie: Okay.
George: I need to vent, and I need it to be okay.
Izzie: Okay.
George: And I need to vent with alcohol. –Grey’s Anatomy

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I confess:

That I was way too selfish last night when Match told me he failed a scenario. I cried for me because I was afraid I’d have to stay at this god awful job.

I confess:

That I did get over myself and comforted Match. I told him I love him no matter what and I’m so proud of him. He gets a chance to retake the test and he WILL pass. We studied his scenarios until we fell asleep.

I confess:

That as much as I talk about the power of positive thinking, I can’t help but have sweaty palms and a fluttery heart today at work. Match is going to call when he’s done and if he passed (he WILL!) I get to turn in my notice. I want to so so badly, as they’ve started making me come into work every day, starting today. They didn’t even give me Friday at home to finish out the week.

I confess:

That no matter what happens I plan on drinking HEAVILY tonight. Chandler and Token Gay Couple are coming to visit. I am so excited to see them!

I confess:

That I am scared. I try to stay positive and upbeat but this is my diary and I have to stay truthful. I’m scared that I won’t be able to quit. I’m nervous about quitting if I can. I’m scared that Match will pass and it will forever change our lives. I’m scared that he won’t. I’m scared of so many things right now that I can barely focus on anything, much less getting through this work day.

I confess:

That in the grand scheme of things, these problems are all small potatoes. They are nothing compared with what most people deal with in the world, especially in Japan right now. So I will put on my big girl shoes and suck it up. But I just needed that minute to be selfish. Thanks for listening.

My First Friday Confessional

Logan: Hey, I have to tell you something.

Veronica: I’m sorry, we’re past the confessional portion of this program. We’re on to the make out. –Veronica Mars

So one of my new bloggy BFFs, Impulsive Addict, introduced me to this amazing blog prompt called

Friday Confessional

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Everyone links up and shares their confessions for the week. I LOVE it! Who among us doesn’t love a bit of juiciness to read, especially on a humdrum Friday? So I am going to play along, and I suggest you do the same. Click on the above picture to link up.

I confess:

That I cried in my car after a horrible sit down meeting with my manager where she told me I have to start coming back into the office full time. That’s a 2 hour commute, plus $5 bridge toll PER DAY. I never cry but I was just so frustrated. I feel so beat down by this job and I just can’t take it anymore.

I confess:

That I wrote my letter of resignation for work today. I’m not ready to hand it in but I cannot wait until I’m able to (hopefully the Monday after Match graduates). Just writing it out gave me a sense of relief.

I confess:

That I don’t want to work at all. I have researched countless jobs. I don’t want to be a merchandiser, I don’t want to have ANYTHING to do with Information Technology again, and I am way too klutzy to be a waitress/bartender or anything in the food service. I would much rather be a stay at home wife, and hopefully one day stay at home mom who gets paid millions to blog. It could happen. Don’t burst my bubble k? 😉

I confess:

That even though I have 30 minutes left of work at home today, I’m already enjoying homemade margaritas that Match made.

He is celebrating passing 3 of his scenarios. Only one more week left and he’s in the clear people. This calls for tequila!

I confess:

That I look like a hot mess when I work from home. At least I had my pinky out, all dainty like.


What are your confessions this week? Come on, spill it!