A person doesn’t have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.-Elliot, Scrubs
I have to apologize for not writing lately but I am dog tired. Match Guy has been working two jobs and getting home anywhere between midnight and 1 am. It’s the only time we’ve been able to see each other, so I wake up and try to spend about an hour together. It is starting to really take its toll on me though because I’m exhausted. I miss him so much and I can’t wait till he is done with this second job. He has Friday and Saturday off, and then just four more days and he’s done. Then it’s a road trip to my parents house and a well deserved vacation for the both of us. At least we have instant messenger during the day, but it’s not the same.
Tomorrow night should be interesting. We’re going to a party; it’s a Poker/Bunco night with a group of my friends. It will be interesting because not only will Match meet the rest of my friends he hasn’t met already, but he will see Birthday Twin. It will be the first time BT and I have seen each other since the last time he spent the night. I’m kind of nervous, but at the same time it will be fun to see BT again. I’ve really missed my friend, but I am unbelievably happy with Match.
With Match working all the time, I’ve had a lot of time to myself. I know it has only been a little over a month of dating Match but I got really used to his company. Going back to dinners along all week has been really hard. I miss him so much, and I have trouble falling asleep without him next to me. When he gets to the house late I’m all groggy but I swear its the best feeling. He told me last night he still can’t believe he found me and that I make him ridiculously happy. I’m still dancing on cloud 9 even with this crazy schedule he’s got going on. I don’t think I could do it with anyone else. I’d be frustrated and annoyed, but with Match I’m just thankful for that hour we spent together. Even though he’s exhausted he asks me about my day and really listens. We tell each other what we did and then we smooch and snuggle. Sometimes we can’t fall asleep because we’re both so excited to see each other.
Saturday we’re going to a wedding together where I will meet his extended family. I think pretty much everyone in his family on his mother’s side will be there. I just can’t wait to dance with him at the reception. We’ve only danced in my living room so this should be a lot of fun. Just the fact that we get to sleep in and I don’t have to rush off to work has me giddy.
We talked for awhile yesterday over instant messenger about moving in together. It’s way early, but it wouldn’t be until January. My lease is up then, and the idea of living with anyone else is silly. He spends every night at the apartment and I can’t think of a better roommate. We’re both clean and organized, and we love to cook for each other. Last time I talked on the phone with Birthday Twin that crazy boy was still mentioning the possibility of us being roommates. As great and understanding as Match has been about my history with BT I’m pretty sure that wouldn’t go over so well, and I wouldn’t want to anyways. BT is a flake and his messiness and disorganization would drive me up the wall. A lot can happen between now and January, but I have a really good feeling that Match Guy is going to become Roommate Guy in the new year. Now wouldn’t that be something?