What a Beautiful Mess I’m In

I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting,
challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous. -Carrie, Sex and the City

These past few weeks has been a whirlwind and I can’t believe it’s already the 8th of July. Man time really does fly when you’re having fun. I can honestly say that I’m falling in love with Match Guy. It is incredible how he seems to love everything about me. From the way I smile to the silly dorky little dances I do when I’m excited.

I went away last weekend to Oregon to visit family and left my dear Match Guy to take care of my pets. It was the first time we’d spent more than a night apart since we started our sleepovers. Ever since we met there has only been one day that we didn’t see each other for at least part of the day. Normally with boyfriends I have no problem leaving for a weekend. Sure I miss them a little but I’m so busy with family I barely think about it. Such was not the case this time. Everything I did or saw reminded me of Match. I was constantly texting him or sending him pictures of what was going on. I know he’s going to get along great with my goofy aunts and uncles and cousins. We had such a great time and I just wanted so badly to share it with him. It was nice because he was feeling the exact same way. He kept saying he’s never like this but he missed me bad.

Before I left we had a nice week together. We went grocery shopping and did all of these really domestic things. It feels so natural to cook with him, or go to the mall. I hate shopping but he made it fun. On Thurs the 3rd we watched the fireworks in my town. We got a blanket and we packed a yummy snack of frozen blueberries and chocolate chips (yu-hummm) and snuggled up together and gazed at the fireworks. I know it’s cheesy but there were my own set of fireworks going off in my head when he kissed me.

I got to meet Match’s best friend right before I left. The three of us went to breakfast and afterward Match’s friend asked if I had a sister. He said I was great and he really liked me. I’m so in! 🙂

After I got back from my trip seeing Match was indescribable. We were both so excited we just kept hugging and kissing each other. As we were driving home a song came on the radio and Match said it should definitely be our song. I could not agree more! Here are the lyrics, and yes it is country. I’m a closet fan and don’t make fun, the words are perfect.

Going out of my mind these days,
Like I’m walkin’ round in a haze.
I can’t think straight, I can’t concentrate.
And I need a shave.

I go to work and I look tired.
The boss man says: “Son, you’re gonna get fired.”
This ain’t your style, and from behind my coffee cup,
I just smile.

What a beautiful mess!
What a beautiful mess I’m in.
Spendin’ all my time with you,
There’s nothin’ else I’d rather do.
What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in.
‘Cos I can’t get enough,
Can’t stop the hunger for your love.
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I’m in.
Ahhh.

This morning put salt in my coffee.
I put my shoes on the wrong feet.
I’m losin’ my mind, I swear; It might be the death of me,
But I don’t care.

What a beautiful mess!
What a beautiful mess I’m in.
Spendin’ all my time with you,
There’s nothin’ else I’d rather do.
What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in.
‘Cos I can’t get enough,
Can’t stop the hunger for your love.
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I’m in.
Ahhh.

Is it your eyes? Is it your smile?
All I know is that you’re drivin’ me wild.

Beautiful Mess, Diamond Rio

6 Comments

    BreatheWithMe

    all i can say is that i’m so happy for you!

    Candy Girl

    omg, i feel like screaming. but in a good way! you’re in love??? i’ve got to read all your latest posts. i’ve been sort of in a funk and not writing in my blog or reading yours. so much has happened. that song is so great. it would make me barf normally, because i used to hate seeing people happy in love. but now i’m just psyched to know it’s out there. i’ve only ever been given tiny glimpses into it. but to know it might be out there in one piece…that’s enough to keep me going!

    alexis-marie

    sIGH… I love this blog so much..
    Singing : Love is in the air

    Iris

    These are the best times in every relationship – when everything’s still new and the bumps are still non-existent.

    P.S. Sorry I’m feeling a bit cynical today. Fight with the bf. Still, don’t let me rain on your parade! I’m very happy for you. 😀

    Mama Drama

    *singing* “I’m in the mood for love”

    Tim

    Good stuff :p

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