Elliot: Problem is that we already know that we don’t work as a couple.
J.D.: Oh, we’re a train wreck.
Elliot: So we can’t keep doing this.
J.D.: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Hello, and whoa!
Elliot: J.D., it’s just sex.
J.D.: Look, Elliot, we’re adults. I don’t think we have to apologize for enjoying what we’re doing.
J.D.’s Narration: And that’s when she said the words every man is dying to hear.
Elliot: I guess we could just be sex buddies.
J.D.: If you want..
Last night I was kind of bummed out about the whole PG thing. I mean, I’m glad he’s so upfront with me. At the same time I am disappointed, and a pick me up was more than necessary. Birthday Twin came through for me, and we had a great night together hanging out and cheering each other up. I don’t know if I mentioned this before, but I’ve had a history of stress issues, including stomach troubles and panic attacks. I’ve been fortune enough to learn how control some of the anxiety, and my stress management has been much better. Well one of the things Birthday Twin and I have in common is anxiety and worry. He came to me last night after being plagued with panic attacks all day. I felt so bad for him, and it was nice that I was able to be there. I like that he can come to me because he knows I’ve been through it.
The thing with Birthday Twin is so strange though. We can sit and talk about his College Girl, and I can talk about Potential Guy, and yet we can still hook up. We both talk about how we’re not technically doing anything wrong, but it feels weird somehow. Last night I didn’t feel so bad, considering what PG had said. He said he wasn’t ready for a commitment with me, so I’m a free agent. BT has told his College Girl time and again that they’re both dating other people. So he stayed over, but the focal point was not on hooking up. We laid in bed and talked for hours about how much we have in common, and our general philosophies on life. I’m trying to help him figure out what makes him anxious, and he’s helping distract me from being sad. We are planning a cross country road trip together. We both think it could be fun because we’re so much alike. He laughed as we went to sleep and said, it’s so weird, you’re the female version of me. I just grinned and said he’s my man me. I’m not sure if we’ll continue the sex buddies part of our friendship, but I know we’ll continue the buddy part. I’m happy to have made such a great new friend.